Today Kat and Brian came and talked to my church about their mission. I cannot tell you how proud I was sitting there listening to them. I wanted to jump up and yell, "Yep...that is my girl." After church the three of us went to lunch at a local Mexican restaurant in Wedowee and then went back to the house so I could help them with some blog stuff. It is good to be needed. The mom is the digital native and the child is the digital emigrant....I love it! I enjoyed my time with them and Kat shared their new and improved blog. After they left I read this post and cried for about an hour. It was so power that I had to share it with you. There are many things about to tomorrow that I do not know...but I will say that I do know who holds mine....and holds my hands too. I hope you will begin to pray for the two of them as they ready for this gianormous God calling. You can keep up with their work by clicking here. "Things are changing in our life ever so quickly. Really. I mean it is crazy. At any other point in our faith journey, Brian and I would not have been able to make it through the day to day with the amount of uncertainty that lies ahead of us. But, right in this moment, we both feel more calm about our future than we ever have....and we have NO IDEA what it holds or should hold. In case you don't know, the ONLY way we are peaceful about the future is because we know WHO holds it. Brian said it best (recently in an article our church did about our love for Moldova-You can read it here.) What he said was, he (Brian) first went to Moldova to protect me (if protecting people and keeping them safe was a love language-it would be his y'all-seriously)....but somewhere along the way he realized...he wasn't the one protecting me....HE was. The Great I am...the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords. When you realize, truly understand in the depths of your soul, who holds the future....the future seems to not be quite as scary as it once was. I'm not saying all fear is gone...Im saying the fear doesn't cripple you...Knowing Who holds the future means that you know WHO to call on when things get crazy...when the waters are rising.....Anyway, I say all that to lead into a song. I am sure you have heard it. They play it on K-LOVE and WAYFM and all the cool Christian stations. This song has been in my heart for almost a year now. Of course, the first time I truly listened to the song was in Moldova....now every single time I hear it...I "hear" it being sung in heartfelt worship with beautiful Moldovan accents....what a beautiful way God lets me connect with my family and friends in Moldova...Now this song ALWAYS brings Moldova to mind for both of us-for so many reasons. The song is "Oceans" by Hillsong United. You can listen to it here. Let me tell you what the lyrics mean to us...and how God is using this song to offer us peace for our journey...God uses this song to calm us and confirm us. This song washes over us....like peaceful waves....and it helps us truly focus on resting in His embrace and finding Him in the chaos and the storms of life. He is calling us to places that are unknown, where we may fail miserably...but we know He is there....waiting for us to step out of the boat. Listen to it...but truly read the words...these are lyrics to live by:)
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