This has been a difficult concept for me to get past. My dad served his country proudly and with honor in WWII. I watched in utter amazement and admittedly a huge sense of pride as people spoke to and treated my father like the American hero that I know he was. I have friends and family who also served in Korea, Vietnam, the Middle East and in my eyes they are heroes. In the same light, I look at the missionaries that I have had the privilege of knowing during my life and ministry. Billy and Jennie, Lewis Archer, and countless others who have served in Africa. The ones who have participated in Appalachian Service Project, worked in other states during the summer, worked for Carpenters for Christ....and I am humbled by their sacrifices as well. Even people who have done work projects within the confines of the United States made sacrifices. They gave up time with family, vacations, and much more to help others. I am sure that I am not the only one who has felt this way around these remarkable people. "Missionaries are constantly being sent around the world to do what many won’t. I have prayed many times asking God if I am doing all that He wants me to be doing and I ask if I should be dropping everything to go overseas, and each time I get the same answer- but it wasn’t until recently that I understood that answer. The answer that I finally grasped is likely the same answer that many of us have gotten as we stand in utter amazement at our missionary friends. Let me break down my conversation with God for you:
I ask, “God, do you want me to be a missionary?”
God responds, “Yes.”
I continue, “God, do you want me to go overseas to be a missionary?”
God responds, “No!”
Right here is where God would lose me each time we had this conversation. I am betting that if you have had the same conversation, you have had a similar struggle. Let me continue and show you what I finally discovered:I say, “God, I don’t understand. You want me to be a missionary, but I’m not supposed to go anywhere?”I had made the one mistake that is so common of us when we begin talking about missions, I assumed that mission work meant somewhere in another country or some destitute part of the U.S. I never once considered the fact that my career in teaching.... that I have poured over 25 years into WAS THE The reason that I have never felt the call to foreign missions is that God called me to local missions over 25 years ago when I became a teacher for Tallapoosa County. "I discovered that we are ALL called to be missionaries. Some of you will be called to foreign missions. You will uproot your entire life and you follow God’s call to the ends of the Earth to share Christ with others in another country. For others, you will be called to be missionaries in American cities that do not have the Gospel readily available to its population. For many of us, however, we are called to mission fields close to home. Mission work is scary, even when it’s in your own back door. The important thing to remember is that missionary work both local and foreign is 0% expectation and 100% obedience. It is vital for us to recognize the need to step out on faith and serve. It wasn’t until I re-read the words of Isaiah 6:8, “Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying: Who should I send? Who will go for Us? I said: Here I am. Send me,” and became obedient to that call of faith that my eyes were opened to what God wanted me to do. The Great Commission calls ALL of us to go and tell, to go and make disciples of ALL nations. Sometimes that takes us to exotic destinations like Haiti, Honduras, or Brazil; sometimes it takes us to non-exotic places like Moldova, Africa, China; and for the rest of us, we need to understand that sometimes…we are the destination...right where we are.
God responds, “I didn’t say that.”
I finally say, “God, I give up. Here I am Lord, send me. Where do you want me to go?”
Then God responded and; I heard for the first time, “You are already there.”
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That is so true momma! This is the mission field. "This" for us, is Moldova....before Moldova, "this" was Montgomery, Alabama. We are all serving on our own equally important mission field!
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